Ignore this entry if you wish. I'd be glad if anyone who's against or for the Spirit Day event would read this.
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Well,Saturday afternoon.
I decided to get on DA and scroll down and read the comments about the Spirit Day that happened on Wednesday.
I'm not sure if anyone else has,but I cried like a baby reading them.
I kept asking,
"Goodness,why are people so against this?"
People may say that this event was just circulated around gays who were bullied and that this whole event was selfish; what about the other groups of people who may have been bullied and committed suicide just like them?
Really..I felt like I /should/ agree with them,rather than already agreeing with them,you know? I suppose I'm that selfish.
I feel like..some people are just corrupting this whole event and making themselves seem..smart and make others and their opinions seem much more inferior to their own!
I honestly didn't even think about that. All I thought of the day was an awareness towards LGBTs who are bullied and commit suicide because of the bullying! I feel pretty bad that I didn't knowledge what other groups of people..like Christians,Jews,Handicapped,Whites,Blacks..and any other people who get bullied,commit suicide and go through things like rape and other events.
Other people were just completely against Gays can it just stabbed me,you know?
I've been questioning who I am for about 5 or 6 months now after an event that cracked me,and especially about my sexual orientation, so it hurt very much.
Honestly,I wish I didn't scroll down to read all those comments and did something..productive rather than read comments and cry about them for about two hours.
Also..when some people spoke about suicide..how it was selfish..or how it just cracks people into just wanting to kill themselves and to escape it all just moved me. And really,to imagine how your parents would react if they knew you committed suicide and that they didn't know why..but more importantly that they didn't help you..just moved me with..words unexplainable!
It bugged me how..rude and insulting the comments were. At least type formally,rather than just flaming and trolling..you know? People seemed so fake when they apologized too..which got on my nerves..
This whole event was..circulating in my head and was driving me rather crazy..so I'm just venting it all out on here..and really,I want people to know how I feel towards all this as well.
I'm sure I may have repeated some things in this rant..or not,I'm not too sure..
Goodness..this whole weekend has been a mess for me. It had a lot of emotional things to..deal with,and not just today.
If you read all of this,thank you for taking the time to do!